goldfish syndrome

Just a stroll down the memory lane
     Is it a boon or a bane?
not too sure which of these is certain
     A smile on my face, or a grimace of compunction.
To think of the things that I've done,
     the stronger is the revulsion.

Once bitten, twice shy
      but with a broken heart, unable to cry
For all that i thought my world would be
      without her, its one bad reverie.
wish i could get her back, thats all i ask
      to love her even more, with the same broken heart.

I wish she could hear me before i go insane
      a stroll down the memory lane is nothing but a bane...